Eternal.Darkness

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

I HAVE FINALLY EARNED MY GOLD IN NAPFA. I AM ECSTATIC. NO ONE CAN SPOIL THIS MOMENT FOR ME

ok my scores aren't exactly perfect. but they're enough. woot

sit and reach: 39 cm (C)
standing broad jump: 234 cm (C)
chin ups: 7 (C)
sit ups: 40 (B)
shuttle run: 9.0s (A)
2.4 km run: 9mins 24s (A)

for a grand total of 23 points, and all stations being C and above. which means a gold for me. celebrate.

i really need to work on controlling my temper. i get pissed off wayyy too easily nowadays. for example. playing soccer after pe today. maybe i was exhausted. maybe i wan't paying attention. i let in a few too many goals for my liking. it didn't matter much to me, because as keeper i would still end up playing in every match, even if i conceded. but it finally got to me that i was letting a lot. as in. whoever had me as keeper was almost always out. so i think i finally snapped and just kicked the ball away. i don't even know why. just got pissed off with myself. haiz.

on a brighter note: I STILL HAVE A GOLD FOR NAPFA!!!!

"Lifehouse - Blind"

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

Aizat looked up at 10:32 PM