Wednesday, February 22, 2006
'tis a strange thing, this emotion called love. it is everywhere, yet can be nowhere. it is clearly seen, yet can be cleverly hidden. it is superficial, yet can be all-consuming. people have lived for love. people have given for love. people have died for love. why is it that just one emotion can cause chaos in so many lives, yet bring peace and joy to so many more?
and the best paradox of love is how it affects relationships. if two are destined to love each other, then the friendship that they would have had before this would be strengthened many times over, and both would be comforted by the knowledge that there will always be someone out there who will care for them in any situation, in any case, whatever may happen.
yet love can also cause the complete breakdown of even the strongest friendships. a guy and a girl have known each other since time began for them. but they never took it beyond friendship. then one decides that the time has come to make known the emotion that surpasses even friendship. however the other doesn't accept it, and they end up distant from each other.
i still see you all the time. but i can see others as well. i see how you are around him. i see what you do when he's around. i see all that you do, hear all that you say, and know what you feel. don't try deny it. you know it as well as i do. you feel for him, and likely he feels for you. both of you are made for each other in some ways. if it makes you happy, then i have no choice but to let you go from my mind. but i can never release you from my heart. there you'll stay forever more.
so fate has played her hand. and i am left by the road side in the dust, all alone, simply waiting. i'm stuck in this empty space, and i can't love again because all i think about is you. and with you in my heart, no other can love me so much as i know you are capable of. prevented from loving, prevented from being loved
invite me to your wedding
looked up at 8:17 PM
(go figure my age)
4.16 Enoch in '05
5.4 Numbers (Staplets?) in '06
Break dancer in training
Plays the Cello
Wants to learn Violin
Wants to learn Flute/Clarinet