Eternal.Darkness

Monday, October 17, 2005

gahh... my mom didn't let me go play football in school today. of all days. when most everyone who normally plays will be there. grrr. thankfully it's back to school tomorrow, since school - exams - lessons = football. but now that i think about it. there's almost zero time left before school ends. compared to the 4 years i've spent in the school, even to the two years i've spent with this class, 2 weeks is the width of a line compared to the length of a football field. very little time remains. all the more i should have gone to play today. gahh.

a tribute

an eventful 4 years i have to say. 1.9 james. 2.4 judah. 3.16 habakkuk. 4.16 enoch. all the people i've met. all the friends (and enemies) i've made. desaru. shanghai. kluang. tiger cup finals. sec 1 i was guai. sec 2 i started letting off. sec 3 i came to habakkuk. and in that class the biggest changes were to happen. not to mention in 4.16 enoch. last year we were still more or less in our own separate groups. this year those groups still remain, but more and bigger ones have formed, which stay only within the class. i will remember most the football group. which consisted of roughly half the class.

this is the class i will remember for a long time to come. i can safely say i grew up in this class. most of the time events would force me to adapt, but it's all for the better. i will cherish all the time i spent around these people, even having shared the same room as shaun poon. now that he and ming wei are no longer around, it still feels strange state the class strength as 30, when for over a year it was 32. the adventures in enochpolis. none will forget.

and i cannot forget the scouts. the plc of 04-05. us bunch of semi-slackers. but never despair! we have The Chosen One! i've spent about as much time with them as with .16, and some even longer, people who were in my sec 2 class, like kwark/kink/konk/kinky-tinky, and por(paul). and people that i've known for longer than those in .16. like maurice, aaron, lijin, jamal(you traitor =P), jon wong etc. there're many more. i'm just lazy to type. all the camps. thai camporee (remember kink's homestay), scotland jam, district pltc, recruits camp, cca hikes, stc, plsc, camp leaping wolf (i wanna go back!!!). the Rightunders Reformed. these i will remember for time to come.

these have made the biggest impact on me these last few years in acs Independent. despite being in the 'same school' next year, it will still seem like a different era to me, an era known as me secondary school life, which can be summed up in a few words: it was when i grew up. to anyone reading this, if you remember nothing else, remember these four years of your life, remember what you've been through, remember the people, the places, the trials, and the fun times. you will one day look back on these times and wish you were back here again.

i know this is a bit late, but to all the o level guys, all the best. some of you are people i will remember as individuals. some i will remember as groups. but trust me. i will remember you all.

Aizat looked up at 12:32 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005

argh. every exam period i fall sick. i think it's the weather. cause the weather during exam periods is always fluctuating. perfect conditions for my standard illness of bronchitis. ugh. at least the exams are over. hang on... THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!!! well they were over some time ago (like yesterday) but i don't care when they ended. most important is the fact that THEY HAVE ENDED. and now taht i think about it, these exams would have more or less marked the end of my secondary school education. after this is fun fun fun all the way till next year. and part of next year as well

ah heck i'll have fun the whole of next year.

now just a few things to clear, with the priority being fasting. i think there's like *headache. not bothernig to think* more than 3 weeks left. so once these 3 weeks are over, the o levels would also more or less have ended. which means: COMPLETE FREEDOM FROM STUDIES. one thing to look forward to. 2 solid months of doing nothing but things that i want to. muahahaha

i'm raving

Aizat looked up at 7:48 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

ow. my whole body is aching. for no apparent reason.

yay 4 more days to the end. THE END!!!! oh wait. there's still hml and mep o's. yuck. ah heck. they're in like, november around there. not gonna worry about them until one week before. which will be end of october. which stil leaves me roughly *think... forget it* a few weeks to enjoy myself. oh well. at least something. better than nothing.

4 more days. 4 more days. 4 more days. just 4 more days. argh 4 days is unbelievably long.

Aizat looked up at 7:40 PM

Saturday, October 08, 2005

note to self: fasting month and 2 hours of football do not go well together. it won't kill you(yet) but you won't enjoy it after the play is over

finally! the big papers are over. and it's the weekend. FINALLY!!!! after 4 long torturous days. it's the weekend. THE WEEKEND!!!! yes i am happy. physics is over. chem is over. LA is over. only math papers and the stupid ib ml paper on monday. 6 more days (including weekend). then i'll be free. to do whatever. i. want. period. dot. fullstop. spot. d'oh

ok so i've changed the link. and suddenly the number of people tagging here has doubled. from 3 to 6. yippee. my influence is growing.

football rocks. and thank you slow for keeping my ball.

tonight i will have the most peaceful sleep i've had in the past... *thinks hard**OWWWW* erm.... long time. yea. long time. ouch. my head hurts again. and tomorrow. i will wake up. at whatever time suits me. no wait. i can't. damn

ZzZzZzZ.....

Aizat looked up at 11:08 AM

Friday, October 07, 2005

my last post was on....15th august 2005. that was about...*thinks hard**holds head in agony* 7 weeks ago. ow. now my head hurts. from thinking too much. i hate exams. and yet i love them. hmmm. the paradox of life. IT'S A LIEEEEEEEE!!!!! ok nvm. random quote. enochians will know. if any read this.

so there's 7 days left before the exams end. at this time, on this day, one week from now, i will be one of the happiest guys on earth. the feeling of pure freedom, is surpassed only by the feeling of pure freedom and having known that you did well for exams. there's still a way to go before i accomplish the latter, but i'm working on it. i think.

so the big papers are down. only chem left tomorrow. the final hurdle is always the highest. physics was tough. i'm willing to bet chem will be tougher. not looking good. someone help me.

i think i'm gonna start expanding my blog. i'll change the link, get more people to link me, and boost my own ego by thinking that people actually read this stuff. whoopee. argh. exams are driving me nuts. must hang on. one more week. one more week. one more week.....ZzZzZ

oh. special mention. thank you amelia for your unending optimism. i'm sure it'll rub off on me. eventually. sometime soon. hopefully. will it?

Aizat looked up at 2:48 PM