Eternal.Darkness

Monday, April 04, 2005

today was monday. the most pointless day of the whole week. it's so damn slack i don't usually see the point of coming to school other than to waste time. and stupid rain. can't even play soccer. wah piang. so sian. the only reason i'm going to school now is cause of soccer.

quick recap.

friday: the main day was quite pointless. april fools' day. couldn't think of a prank to play. ah who cares. to lazy to play one anyway. scout meeting was fun. cause we played soccer the whole 3.5 hours plus. ok so it was wasted. who cares. it's worth it to play soccer.

saturday: thankfully no chamber. so i got to sleep in. spent the morning reliving my childhood by watching saturday morning cartoons. pokemon. gundam seed. gransazers. justice league. it's so fun to just separate from reality. to just forget all your worries for those three hours. and enjoy life as it was 6 years ago.

sunday: yet another wasted sunday. went for tuition in the morning. then came back home. was so damn sleepy. so i went to sleep after lunch. around 1. then got woken up at 3. cause ivan needed me to do some stuff for him. and i couldn't go back to sleep after that. grrr. oh well. so another wasted day.
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i've waited for so long. everyday i think of nothing else. but it seems i'm destined to wait longer. but for how much longer? how much longer can i wait? day in and day out. i dream. i think. i wait. and wait. for as long as it'll take, i'll wait. because i know that in the end, the waiting will pay off. or rather, i hope it will pay off. i want it to pay off. but it all goes back to waiting. i just have to wait. patience. maybe it's a test. a test of whether it's true. whether the bond is forged of steel or of copper. whether it will hold when put under pressure. or it will snap at the slightest tension. but again. the waiting. i'll just keep waiting. and waiting. and waiting.....for as long as it takes....

Aizat looked up at 8:59 PM