Eternal.Darkness

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

i haven't updated in a long time. cause i've been trying to destress myself after the first day of school. it was stupid. there's no poin trying to destress. cause the minute you think you're destressed, some other problem arises and stabs you in the back, and before you know it, you have more stress than ever before. sauch as: homework within 2 days of starting school. unthinkable. yet it has happened. my stupid malay teacher gave us a compo to do. supposed to be due on friday, and latest on monday. i'm seriously willing to bet that not more than 5 people will hand it up on friday.

the agony. the school seems to love change. and the problem is, they change too much too quickly. sec 1 and sec 2, the periods were 40 minutes each. last year, they were 35 minutes. this year though, they have made it near impossible to remember anything on the time table. the time slots are divided into blocks of 20 minutes. so we could have like a lesson covering two blocks (40 mins), 3 blocks (1hr) and 4 blocks (1hr 20). how the hell are we supposed to adjust to that kind of crappy time tabling system.

oh well. there's nothing we can do about it. only the powers that be have a say in any of this bullshit. it's always been like that. it's always gonna be like that. there's nothing we can do about it. unless you're the Freelancer. he can probably conjure some kind of shit storm so thick that it's gonna raise hell with the big shots. but that's not the point, should this blog fall into the wrong hands. i have not incriminated anyone. therefore there is no evidence to incriminate me.

so in two weeks time we're going to kluang. i have no idea why. kluang is, literally, in the middle of nowhere. it's a freackin' swamp area. my sis went there recently, but she stayed in the guest house. we're staying in tents. and we're supposed to bring sulphur powder, supposedly 'to keep away snakes'. as if it's gonna work, unless you put like one huge block at each door of the tent. chances are, the most it'll do is keep away those cute little grass snakes that can't do anything to you. how the hell is it gonna stop a python that for all we know is twice as long as nick chee is tall. it's pointless, and a waste of money, unless we have a lot of money to wastem which we don't.

so the second day back at school is done. it's been a horrible way to start the year. with only two consolations. one: i don't have to take the school bus anymore. so i don't feel like some primary school kid. i won't name the second consolation. only one other person knows it. if you want to know, try and find out, but you won't get anything out of me, or the other person.

happy (more like miserable) new year.

Aizat looked up at 1:40 PM