Eternal.Darkness

Thursday, December 16, 2004

it seems that my chatter box has been there for 15 hours and someone has started imitating me again. grrr. ah who cares la. my life is gonna be pretty much the same with or without people messing around with my chatter box.

today was another completely wasted day. my arms are aching after two days of training. so i didn't train today. will probably go back to training tomorrow. i know it's wrong, but i can't help it. my arms can barely move as it is. nvm. just one more obstacle to overcome.

now i am at the limit of boredom. there is absolutely nothing left for me to do that i will enjoy. i can study, but where's the fun in studying during the holidays. holidays are meant to be enjoyed. not to be spent poring over books and trying to learnt a lot of crap that chances are you won't remember by the time school reopens. damn pointless, if you ask me. if you don't.... up to you lah

i'm still playing neverwinter nights. now i'm bored with playing the standard hero. so i'm experimenting a bit. druid black guard. ranger assassin. pure wizard. paladin harper. all the untested combinations. and they work. hell, they're better than the standard shit that i always use. i mean, who can stand up to a druid blackguard, who has hell of a high defense and attack, and can shapeshift into some cool shit like undead and demonflesh golems. i'll need to experiment some more to get the perfect hero, but it seems to be on the right path.

now, after that lecture about neverwinter nights, it seems time to end this pointless entry.

So am I still waiting

For this world to stop hating

Can't find a good reason

Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead

A bullet to my head

Your words are like a gun in hand

You can't change the state of the nation

We just need some motivation

These eyes

Have seen no conviction

Just lies and more contradiction

So tell me what would you say

I'd say it's time too late....

[Chorus:]

So am I still waiting

For this world to stop hating

Can't find a good reason

Can't find hope to believe in

Ignorance

And understanding

We're the first ones to jump in line

Out of step for what we believe in

But who's left to stop the bleeding

How far

Will we take this

It's not hard to see through the fakeness

So tell me what would you say

I'd say it's time too late

[Chorus]

This can't last forever

Time won't make things better

I feel so alone

Can't help myself

And no one knows

If this is worthless, tell me so

What have we done

with a war that can't be won

This can't be rea

lCause I don't know what to feel

[Chorus:]

So am I still waiting

For this world to stop hating

Can't find a good reason

Can't find hope to believe

So am I still waiting

For this world to stop hating

Can't find a good reason

For this world to BELIEVE

Aizat looked up at 2:05 PM