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Eternal.Darkness
Thursday, December 16, 2004
it seems that my chatter box has been there for 15 hours and someone has started imitating me again. grrr. ah who cares la. my life is gonna be pretty much the same with or without people messing around with my chatter box.

today was another completely wasted day. my arms are aching after two days of training. so i didn't train today. will probably go back to training tomorrow. i know it's wrong, but i can't help it. my arms can barely move as it is. nvm. just one more obstacle to overcome.

now i am at the limit of boredom. there is absolutely nothing left for me to do that i will enjoy. i can study, but where's the fun in studying during the holidays. holidays are meant to be enjoyed. not to be spent poring over books and trying to learnt a lot of crap that chances are you won't remember by the time school reopens. damn pointless, if you ask me. if you don't.... up to you lah

i'm still playing neverwinter nights. now i'm bored with playing the standard hero. so i'm experimenting a bit. druid black guard. ranger assassin. pure wizard. paladin harper. all the untested combinations. and they work. hell, they're better than the standard shit that i always use. i mean, who can stand up to a druid blackguard, who has hell of a high defense and attack, and can shapeshift into some cool shit like undead and demonflesh golems. i'll need to experiment some more to get the perfect hero, but it seems to be on the right path.

now, after that lecture about neverwinter nights, it seems time to end this pointless entry.

So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in
Drop dead
A bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
You can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation
These eyes
Have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late....
[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in
Ignorance
And understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Out of step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding
How far
Will we take this
It's not hard to see through the fakeness
So tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time too late
[Chorus]
This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help myself
And no one knows
If this is worthless, tell me so
What have we done
with a war that can't be won
This can't be rea
lCause I don't know what to feel
[Chorus:]
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe
So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
For this world to BELIEVE




Aizat looked up at 2:05 PM

AizaT
15*02*1989
(go figure my age)
ACS (I)
4.16 Enoch in '05
5.4 Numbers (Staplets?) in '06
Venture Scout
Break dancer in training
Plays Hockey
Plays Football
Plays the Cello
Wants to learn Violin
Wants to learn Flute/Clarinet



.W.I.S.H.E.S.

-an electric guitar
-lots of sleep
-a new phone
-a bag which i can use for rough wear (i.e. i can afford to destroy it)
-an mp3 player
-a true friend

.A.R.C.H.I.V.E.

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.I..AM.

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You are Gambit! You are a fierce fighter and a good friend to have.
Your preference for solitude and your
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